I started reading HP & so far I like it. I have to finish the whole series by the Nov. 19th.
Today was a big day in the life os Sarah Khan -- I told Vishal I thought it was time for me to leave 1Stop. (Second time actually..) But this time it was a lot more serious. I didn't really get through to him at all. I have to think up what I'm definitely going to do by thursday though so they won't be able to change my mind.
I recently attempted to abandon Mel, Bipin & Ron, it didn't work and I still don't understand how people have done it to me. it didn;t solve anything,
In about 15 days I will have a new phone number and a new phone, which is pretty cool.
I think I will tell Vishal I will work up to mid August, but then I need a few weeks of vacation before school starts up again, but in case of emergencies I will be at the ready to help them out... hope that works.
Wednesday i think there will be a get together at ron's house. I'm not sure if I'll be up for going, lately I have been extremely down. I don't even feel like laughing these days. The only thing that is fun is the pool, but even my family is depressing. Always some type of fight going on. I miss my auntie fazy, she's always out.
I have to desperately lose weight, this is outta control. I want to be in better shape by my 21st birthday. Thats kindov a deadline for me i guess.
Vishal agreed to write me a letter for SAS but again, i dont even know if that would be the best idea seeing as I have no idea about my major of future plans regarding school. Sometimes i really hate reality.
Omg I still need to pick a schedule?? and a major actually.
I went to the indian part of new york the other day & i never felt more out of place. I didn't really like it or anybody in it. New york is too crowded for me, and I detest new york drivers.
I'm so behind in life. I'm not myself.
Current Mood: ok.
Current Music: frou frou.